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Personal Quote: life is about making choices, even when all the opitons suck

It has been three weeks I think.... since I almost killed myself.  I drove off but she wouldn't let me take the bottles of pills.  I drove in circles and circles.  I don't know why I finally decided to go back.  I think it was the right choice though.  It took an old friend to convince me.


I can not tell you how raw your soul feels in the hours after that.  Knowing you are so far gone that you will take that kind of leap.  Everything feels like sandpaper and every millimeter of you is ready to fall apart.  I don't know why I didn't.  I just spent a lot of time crying and ditched class without saying.


I'm still a newborn to this kind of thing.  I'm still a newborn to love too but that's ok cause we learn together all the time.  Its been a year already, and I feel like things are just getting started.  I hope that's true, because we're about to be apart for a while.


What are things that have knocked you down like a firestorm in a forest,

and what are things that have kissed you till you're dizzy, in these recent times that you can remember living?

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: wind in the trees
  • Reading: Masvida
  • Watching: the gorgeous weather
  • Playing: Zoo Tycoon
  • Drinking: tea <3

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stardust12345 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave! :)
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JACAC Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013
h e l l o . :wave:
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s m i l e . i n . 2013 =)=)
tsubame-33 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:) you have beautiful work
JACAC Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013
t h a n k . y o u . =)
StarryMary Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
tsubame-33 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
you are very welcome :]
KikitoSan Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're so talanted!! Congrats on the DD, it was well deserved! Adore your style!
tsubame-33 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much!!!! :hug:
gliitchlord Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2012
thanks for the fav!
tsubame-33 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
you're totally welcome :]
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